you asked me what i like about you and i said, “our connection”.
understand what that means. understand that that does not happen often. the radiation of your soul intrigues me to a point of me wanting you, and i’m not talking physicality.
the value of your extraterrestrial being means more to me than—
i catch myself starting to write about you. then you annoy me and bring me down to earth again. i’m no longer floating in our bounded consciousness, just a one-woman reality. and it doesn’t hurt. and it’s powerful in a sense to still feel comfortable in myself while lurking in someone else.
and in this moment i remembered i am a woman- not a child, nor girl.
and for that, i will always win.